Cien

Im the Queen of Half Things.

My first kiss was not a kiss.
My first time was not my first time.
My first boyfriend was not my boyfriend. Even now

I just realized this today. And I want it to stop. But I dont know how.
It seems I settle with half of the things I should. Half relationship, half actions.
Like Im so eager of having whatever-it-is that I cant wait for it to become complete.

This is a vice that needs to be eliminated.
That or, I just stop giving importance to this things

The problem is that Im half strong to do it.