House of Cards

I´m afraid of ruining someone´s life in the future. But also I´m afraid of being alone. Ironic
I´m afraid of never being enough. Of sabotaging myself. I can´t help it. I can´t fake myself.
I´m even afraid of writing this down and expose myself. Of being weak. Of never seeing you again. 


Of never feeling what I felt for you. What I may still feel. I miss you. 
I may miss you my whole life. Forget about your house of cards. 


Bleh.