Cuarenta y Cinco

You can have my isolation 
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything.

When I was 18, this was the ultimate love song. [[ It is filled with a lot of anxiety, just like my teens ]]
I felt (and feel) it was appropiate that it talked about deeper feelings than "falling in love" and sex, because love isnt just the romantic part all girls idealize. It has to have sex too.

And now, I still feel is great but Im different and I havent been in love to the point of singing that song to someone. So I will save it for someone special :)

This post is sponsored by the 19th Anniversary of The Downward Spiral.